My last journal and probably last weeks on DA.

Yes, guys, im not kidding NOR acting, my death is near.. but im not afraid of it, luckily enough.

Im in the hospital right now, borrowing my dads laptop.
Hehe, don't kill me for my bad typos, i have hard to move at the moment..
i wont tell what sickness im having babes, i really do not want to worry you.

I've had 14 great years and.. i don't know what to say, i just can't cry anymore, cus i've heard that laughing is making your life longer so all i can do is to smile to this.

Tough im really sad that my friends is worried and my family. I really hate to see them crying.
And so is for *SonicSister and *hyper-kikki , my real life friends, comes and visits me sometimes, and i allways forces them to not cry haha!.

I've had a great time here on DA my lovelies, and as i said im not acting.. this, or death at all, is a HORRIBLE thing to act about.

Thanks for my speciall friends here on DA too, you know who you are, all of you.
All of you is soooo speciall, i just adore it.
Im going to try to draw some sketches to you lovelies, and i will try to be online these weeks.. but its not going to be often.
It's now when my sellphone moneys is ZEROOO~ im going to DA, like now..

And no, i wont list my friends or anything, cus i just can't .. i simply love you all, and this is NOT a way to bring antention, just a simple good bye so far, before i leave my body and this earth.

This feels so much better now that i finally can write this journal after all this long time, thank you guys, thank you for reading this.


Love, Natalia.